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goodbye 2014

2014 started difficult for us... it is the year that thought us everything we need...from relationship, emotional investment, family matters, financial matters and more... this year started unfruitful because of the main event of loosing someone we love... this year has been a tremendous adventure for every member of this family... this year has open our eyes to the other side of this world... this year has begun a new struggle not just for success but for surviving... i still thank God for everything He have given us, may it be difficult task or achievement... i still thank God for everything from morning till night... i still thank God for the things he showered us from shelter to food… i still thank God for everything he showered this family… year twenty fourteen have been a shock like a tsunami for the family and yet we have surpass the event and continue riding the waves of life… Salamat Sa Dios

ALAM NYO NA NGAYON!!

Siguro by this time alam na nyo ang mga pinagsasasabi nyo... wrong move men, God Knows everything.... God Bless You people for thinking badly about us.... sabi nga basahin mo muna at unawain... pero kapag di ka marunong umunawa... wag ka ng mag comment kasi wala ka palang alam eh!! make UP your minds now before its too late!! di nyo naman kailangang mag APOLOGIZE sa amin! kundi HUMINGI KAYO NG TAWAD SA DIOS SA MGA PINAGSASABI NYONG KATANGAHAN AT KABOBOHAN!! IPAGDARASAL KO ANG MGA KALULUWA NYO!! HINDI AKO MALINIS PERO SA LAGAY NA USAPING TO ALAM NG DIOS SINO ANG TAMA AT SINO ANG MGA MAGUGULANG!! BAGO MATAPOS ANG TAONG ITO MAGBIGAY NA KAYO NG DESISYON BAGO MAHULI ANG LAHAT!! ANG KARAPATAN AY KARAPATAN!!

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NALILITO

nakakalito magdesisyon kung ano ba ang tama o maling hakbang!! nagpapasalamat pa rin kaming lahat sa mga pagsubok na dumarating sa amin at nagiging matibay ang aming samahan at pagpupursige sa buhay.  ang minana namin sa aming ina ay kayamanang hindi maiiaalis sa amin - KASIPAGAN - KAUGALIAN - PAGMAMAHAL SA PAMILYA - AT HINDI MAGING MAKASARILI! hindi man kami nagmana ng pera o bahay na pwedeng ibenta binigyan nya kami ng kaisipan na gumawa upang pagtrabahuhan ang aming kakanin sa araw-araw. simula pa noon alam na nya kung saan nya kami ilalagay dahil tama pala sya na ang mga kamag-anak ay hindi laging dapat asahan dapat tumayo sa sariling mga paa. nagpapasalamat din ako sa kanya kahit dati pa nya ikinukwento kung ano ang totoong buhay nalaman ko na rin kung sino-sino ang mga taong dapat kong galangin, irespeto at pahalagahan. sabi nga nila blood is thicker than water, but why does some relatives are like .... hmmm never mind sabi na nga ni mama nuon na wag magtiwala lalo n...

KASABIHAN

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MGA KASABIHAN MULA SA AKING ISIPAN

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MY SHIH TZU NAMED "LUCKY"

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when he arrives my daughter name him LUCKY and he is a luck ever since... were all fond of him.. we adore him... we also call him bebe lucky, baby and lucky boy!! i mean he is the baby boy were all been waiting for!! LUCKY OUR BABY LUCK!!

UNANG UNDAS!!

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bukas na yung unang undas ni mama but nauna na kami dun para di makipagsiksikan!! see you again sa November 2 ma! salamat sa mga kapatid kong todo linis sa puntod!

267th day

whew didnt knew we can survive without you... see you soon ma on November 2 i think we will try to go there before All Souls day..  love you! and we stilll miss you so much

PAGKATAPOS KONG BASAHIN

naiinis ako nagagalit ako.. bakit ganun ang gusto nilang palabasin.. sa lupang pinaghirapan ng nanay ko?? wala sila talgang puso mga walang kwentang tao mga nilalang ng dimonyo na aangkinin ang lupa ng may lupa.. na itatanggi ang nuon pang bayad na at pagbabayaring muli o nais kamkamin. ganito na yata talga ang mga tao ngayon kahit hindi kanila ay pilit na kukunin pilit aangkinin lalo nat alam nilang nawala na yung mga taong talgang nagbenta, bumili at pumirma sa kontrata.  walang expiration ang deed of absolute sale kahit anong taon pa yan nangyari mabuti pa kung renta ng bahay at lupa pero hindi bentahan yan. bakit may PAO lawyer na tumanggap ng kahindik hindik na kalokohan at katarantaduhan.  alam mong hindi mo lupa papatayuan mo ng mandang bahay? yun ngang nagbenta mala iskuwater yung bahay e.. gago ka bang gagastusan mo yung bahay mo na alam mong hindi sayo ang lupa?  KELAN PA NAGKAROON NG BATAS NA MAY EXPIRATION ANG DEED OF SALE? MGA GAGO MGA TARANTADO!! NAPAK...

PASAWAY

PASAWAY yeah thats what i am calling her ever since Ma is gone she has been a pain the ass a correction even when ma is still alive she is a pain in the ass. i never did knew that she would use me for her everyday needs! i have problems i have responsibilities and yet is fitting her thin self in this four pillars of my mamas store. im sorry ma you didnt tell me that she could lead to better mistakes, theres always something wrong with her... i mean shes a graduate a professional but look at her now i cant imagine she gives up everything from descent to street sleeping for this devil with tatz.... Lord please wake her up from her nightmare... i cant deal with her anymore... im sorry i cant help her... she's always been a pain in the ass were adults but shes acting like a teenager in love with this creep...

I SAW HER

i saw mama this morning... i didnt feel any fear it made me think that she is giving me signs about the problems i am facing and she is guiding me... i saw her sitting in my computer chair when i glimpse again shes gone.. dont worry ma i wont let you down we can handle this we still need you but now your gone your guidance is what makes us strong make me strong thank you for reminding me! i love you!

September 8, 2014

i hope this day will bring good news to everyone!! hoping for a POSITIVE RESULT!! (not being pregnant) BIG PROBLEMS = GOD IS OUR SOLUTION!! Thank you dear god for waking me up! please heal my señoritas (jaz, bea, jenna and jella)

IM TELLING YOU!!

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HOW DOES SHORT HAIR LOOK? boom!! is the start of the BER month but its still HOT!!! i like short hair already!! trimming after a month! :)

MONTH OF "BER"

hey its the "ber" month already!!! oh my i cant believe it'll soon be Christmas... AGAIN!!! i am asking myself whether our Christmas and New Year would still be the same like the others... now we will celebrate it without her! i guess it will not be the same.... but i am sorry mama i cannot celebrate Christmas and new year in our house again... i cant stand sleeping in the house, coz whenever i saw the play where she lies down lifeless... its all coming back... the pain.. the loss and everything... does everyone who loose their parent feels like the way i do? everytime i walk in the house i can feel the pain... what the heck she is our strength our backbone... our all... there would be more days before Christmas... maybe.. well maybe i will change my mind and will celebrate in the house again... i hope...

212 days 7 months and 2 days

whew!!! yes now we know we lost her... i believe now that i lost her... its been 212 days whew and its hard... i didnt picture this out when i was working with her and for her... and now... whew!! thank God i got people around me and we support each other... we have made it 212 days and still counting without mama.... she is now at peace and i believe i have let her go!! see you when i see you ma!! still missing you!

its been 4 months since my last blog

I GOT BUSY well i get myself busy.. even if i wont be i still managed to get busy.  ive forgot? no i did not its been 7 months and 2 days since she left me... i keep running the family, the business the expenses and everything so i did it with their help thank you God for every possible answers to all the problems.. i didnt forget... no i wont forget ever the hurt it did to me but since i get myself busy it moves away... the pain the heartache.. the sadness... everything that made me cry it all  went out well its about time we move on to live from the pain and to live from her absence.. but im still missing her without the cryings... Thank You Mama Thank You God for guiding me.. see you when i see you ma!

ITS THE 75TH DAY

hi mom how are you? just celebrated marvin 33rd year (8th Apr) and jella's 4th year  (11th Apr) birthday.. i super thank you for the lectures you have given me on how we can live everyday.  i think we are all lying to ourselves even now coz i aint over with your death.. but somehow i manage to keep smiling and working. ma.. i hope we can get those problems over and done on or before. dont worry mama i will not be stressful i will not be conquered by depression i will surpass every trial i will be like you a brave woman, an outstanding citizen, a mother to all and a business person.  but somehow i will not adapt your faults faults that have given you the heart problem.  i will try to laugh on problems sleep on it and think of things in the day and drink stresstabs. sorry ma i will not be like you to help almost everyone who have broken your heart until the end. im sorry ma for not being there on the day you left your earth body, im sorry ive been working too hard...

MORE THAN WORDS - extreme

Saying I love you  Is not the words I want to hear from you  It's not that I want you  Not to say, but if you only knew  How easy it would be to show me how you feel  More than words is all you have to do to make it real  Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me  'Cause I'd already know  What would you do if my heart was torn in two  More than words to show you feel  That your love for me is real  What would you say if I took those words away  Then you couldn't make things new  Just by saying I love you  More than words  Now that I've tried to talk to you and make you understand  All you have to do is close your eyes  And just reach out your hands and touch me  Hold me close don't ever let me go  More than words is all I ever needed you to show  Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me  'Cause I'd already know  Wh...

CANDY CRUSH

it was like a dream.. when i opened my candy crush it said GIVE TRINIDAD EXTRA LIFE whoah can i?? can i?? i hope its true but i know its not... and after not clicking the ok part to give extra life i just exited and re opened my candy  crush and its gone... mama dont play candy crush she just uses her facebook for sharing pictures chatting with friends gossiping and peeking on her friends and relatives on what are the latest news about them.. candy crush is playing on me.

66TH

i knew it i aint over yet... but of course i have to act i am over and i am not too affected but the truth is i am. hmmmm im still missing mama how she talk, walk, scold, laugh, giggle, make jokes and everything... maybe i would do what mitch albom's character in his novel to see mama again.... but i am afraid of God, i respect God i Love God i cant blame God. FOR ONE MORE DAY MA... ONCE MORE

MAMA - LEA SALONGA

Mama, I miss the days when you were here beside me Mama, those happy days when you were here to guide me Safe in the flow of your love Sent from the heavens above No one can ever replace The warmth of your tender embrace Oh, mama Until the days that we`re together once more I live in this memory Until the days that we`re together once more Safe in the flow of your love Sent from the heavens above No one can ever replace The warmth of your tender embrace Oh, mama Until the days that we`re together once more I live in this memory Until the days that we`re together once more the lyrics flows right in through my veins.... im still missing you mama. I MISS THE DAYS WHEN YOU ARE HERE BESIDE ME THE DAYS WHEN YOU ARE HERE TO GUIDE ME....

LIFE MUST GO ON....

ill never stop counting the days that mama parted away... omg how can we live without her? how can we survive? ha mama we need you why you must go away this soon? why so sudden why so soon? i cannot question God's action but i can only wonder those ifs we do before this.. God help us conquer the loneliness sadness and grieving help us to ease this pain MAMA SAID AFTER DEATH OF A RELATIVE EVER SINCE "LIFE MUST GO ON ANAK" DI KO AKALAIN MA KAILANGAN KO ITONG SABIHIN AFTER MO KAMING IWAN I MISS YOU MAMA

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