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kaytagal kitang hinanap!  inasam na makita at pinangarap.  pinangarap na maipagpapatuloy yung nasimulan.  pero nahuli na ang lahat... nainip ako.. naghanap ng ipapalit sayo.  pero di namn pala madaling makalimot ang pusong totoong nagmamahal ng isang tao lang.  ikaw yung nagturo kung paano magmahal ng totoo...  nagturo kung paano magmahal ng tapat... nagturo ng pagkakuntento...  nagturong maging tapat kahit malayo...  nagturong umibig at mangarap...  pero ikaw din ang nagturo kung paano maramdaman ang masaktan... paano ang nararamdaman ng ipinagpalit... paano pagtakpan ang sakit na nadarama... paano maramdaman ang pag guho ng pangarap.  taon man ang lumipas hinahanap hanap ka ng puso kong di na tumibok sa iba.  natagpuan kita sa di inaasahang lugar.  nakakagulat nakakabigla.  kung kelan ang puso ko ay sumuko na.  di ko alam kung ano ung naramdaman.  pero iisa lng ang alam ng puso kong ikaw pa rin ang laman. ...

3 months na tayo sana more years to go stay ka lang with me kahit madalas para akong bata sa tantrums ko. mahal kita noon pa man hindi nawala kahit nawala ka. salamat sa pagmamahal feel na feel ko sya please stay khit nahihirapan na tayo parehas sa sitwasyon natin. i see you and i in grey hairs still loving and helping each other. i love you so much. youre my most favorite person then our children let us love one another and the family around us. stay like that always coz ill be staying the same i love you so much! 

masaya yung puso ko.  yung taong pinaglalaanan ko nito ika ngay bihira na ung ganun na tapat at totoo. pero di mo maiiwasang ma insecure dahil ang pinanghahawakan mo lng ay ang pangako niang mahal na mahal ka nia. anong magagawa mo kung kumplikado pa ang lahat? anong magagawa mo kung delikado pa ang sitwasyon? kailangan daq maghintay..  kailangan wag magmadali..  pero napakabilis ng araw..  nakakainip..  nakakapagsisi..  gusto nio na pero di pa pwde..  komplikado at delikado di lang para sayo lalo na para sa kanya.  hindi na mga minor pero ang problema ay major...  someday magiging okay n ang lahat!  someday you and i will be freed! 

Hirap umibig ng totoo Lalo na at di pwdeng ilantad sa publiko. Bakit bawal magmahal ng taong matagal mo ng gusto? Bakit bawal magmahal ng taong matagal mong inantay at pinangarap? Bawal kasi ikaw lang ang nagmamahal? Bawal kc ikaw lang ang totoong nag antay? Bawal kc ikaw lang naghanap? O bawal kc ikaw lng ang nangarap? Siguro madali lng magsawa ang taong di tapat ang nadarama? Pero paano yung taong tapat magmahal?  Maiiwan sa isang sulok na luhaan? Mahal paano na ko? Paano na tayo? Paano ang mga pangako mo? Paano n yung pinangarap nating habang buhay sa piling ng isat isa? Na tatanda tayong magkasama. Sa konting pagsubok palay bibigay ka na? Sana ung lie low di iba ang dating sayo. Sana alam mong open pa din dapat ang communication. Last ko na to wala ng kong pagbibigyan ng puso ko.

Ano nga ba yung salitang patience? Sa tagalog pasensya... Dapat marami tayong baong ganto kapag nakipag commit ka.  Sa isang relationship sobrang dami dapat nito ang investment ng bawat isa. Di ka namn balewala pero may oras na feeling mo nababalewala ka. Yung oras na sana ay ilaan sayo pero mas piniling mag pahinga. Tama naman lahat kailangan ng pahinga, para din ito sa kalusugan ng bawat isa. Pero minsan naisip mo bang sa mga oras na wala ka ay may isang taong nag aantay na makamusta, may isang taong nag aantay na makapiling ka. Wow lalim pero totoo kasi iba na ngayon ang mundo nio. Di na pwedeng isantabi ang taong nagmamahal sayo at sabi mo ngay minamahal mo. Di namn sa pagdedemand pero sana may oras na ilaan hindi namn pang rest day lang ang samahan. Oo nakakapagod lalo nat malayo, pero ikaw lang ba ang ganito? Parehas namn kayong nagsasakripisyo upang maipakita ang pagmamahal nya sayo.

Its not everyday we receive a gift from someone who matters most to us. There are different types of gifts that we can receive.. Gift of love in.. Words Actions Emotions And things... Some from comes from the heart... And some comes in a paper bag 😉 Today i have received a gift from his heart naks!😉😄😊 I think were both stuck in our teen years 😂though i never expect anything he did made effort in making me happy 😊 Trust me he always do!🙏❤❤❤ his presence is a gift for me!  after years of longing for true happiness he is the best gift i have received next to my daughter and my whole family! Thanks lovey! Your mere presence is what i have ever wished for but you gave me complete happiness! I love you so much!

Yung taong matagal mong hinanap andito na sa harapan mo.... Parehas pa rin ng dati ung nararamdaman mo.. Nararamdaman nia para sayo.. Pakakawalan mo pa ba yung taong matagal mong hinintay at hinanap? Andito na sya, andito na kayo... Magsisimula ulit ng bagong yugto! Nagkamali kayo noon pareho... Ng di mo sya makita humanap ka ng magpupuno ng espasyong iniwan nia sa puso mo...  Sa buhay mo... Pero di ka naging masaya. Parehas kayong bumuo ng kanya kanyang pamilya...  Lumipas ang taong hindi pagkikita, pero ramdam mo pa yung pag asa.  Pag asa na may posibilidad na magkita kayong muli. Isang umaga gumising ka,  sinabi sa sariling itigil na,  ang paghahanap sa taong nakaukit sa puso mo dahil wala na tong pag asa.  Pero hindi mo inaasahan isang araw bigla mo syang natagpuan.  Di mo sinadya pero yun ang naramdaman.  Pag ibig pa rin pala ang nadarama sa taong napakatagal mong di nakita.  Kung magbiro ang tadhana parang laging nasa timing. Di na sya ...

Mahirap pala magmahal ng totoo madaming kaakibat na problema lalo na kung mayron kayong kanya kanyang past! Hindi pala laging masaya mas marami ata ang problema. Masakit mabalewala pero mas masakit yung hindi ka priority. Maintindihin naman ako basta ipaliwanag lang. Maunawain at mapagpasensya! Pilit kong iintindihin Pilit kong uunawain Walang perpektong tao relasyon pa kaya! Pero sana maisip din na nakakasakit ng damdamin ung mahabang oras na hindi man lang kamustahin!

Noon hanap ka ng hanap ng pagmamahal na may effort.... Ano ba yung effort?? Sabi ni merriam webster  dictionary  strenuous physical or mental exertion Mejo mahaba namn ang meaning sa iba   physical  or  mental   activity   needed  to  achieve  something, or an  attempt  to do something: Kapag in a relationship ka pala Kailangan pala to ng both parties. Nasaling ung puso ako sa effort mo... Sobrang saya ko! Pagod sa byahe puyat pati oras sa mga kaibigan ibinigay mo sa akin! (which is kakilig sabi mo nga pogi points) Sobrang Mahal din kaya kita hindi mo ba halata? Showy but not pda beb! Sa tagal ng panahon ikaw pa din pala! Di pala nawala yung love at attraction kahit halos 2 dekada ang lumipas! Iba pala yung feeling kapag mahal mo yung taong nagmamahal sayo!  Kaso kung noon sobrang dami nyong time sa isat isa ngayon hati na ang oras nyo! Pamilya trabaho kaibigan at para sa inyo! Kayanin sana... Sana walang magsawa... Sana w...

Mahirap magsimula muli pagtapos ng isang dagok. Pero mas mahirap ung walang puwang ang panimula... Nung nakita kita mayo yun nagpasalamat ako at di mo ko nakilala at pilit kong binilisan ang pagkain para maka alis n sa lugar n iyon kaso iba ung naramdaman ko.. Natatakot ako dahil ambilis bumalik ng alaala ng nararamdaman ko sayo na di namn pala nawala at nakatago lang. Di ko sinasadya pero sya ang nagdala sa akin papunta sayo... Nagkita tayo nagtanguan...  Curiousity kills the cat daw kc gusto kong marinig bakit mo ko iniwan noon... I searched i stalked... Hanggang maging open ang communication yung closure na inaasam ko for 18yrs ay nakuha ko na. Pero bakit ganun parang di sya closure parang naging opening sya to my happiness and to yours din... Masaya ako kpg kausap ka kahit ka text kahit sandali lang... Masaya ka din sabi mo kpg kausap mo ko... Di pala nawala ung pagmamahal... Pero mali... Siguro dapat kong itama... Itama ko ang buhay ko para lumaya na ang mga pusong matagal nag...

In life i keep on searching for my worth and put my happiness at stake.  i thought its true until it last i didnt know id be searching alas!  One time i did stop searching but i found the one who stole my heart few year back.  Attraction? No its not i know its true love thats lost in track.  I hope he do feels the same coz my happiness is with him all the way. 

Iingatan ko yung natagpuan ko Pag ibig pala ito. Matagal na panahong iningatan Inalaagan. Nawala lumayo  Nagkataon nagkatagpo! Iingatan ko ang puso mo Pag ibig na nga ito. Yung matagal mo ng hinanap Ngayon ay natagpuan na. Kung saan masaya may pagpapahalaga Mayrong pagmamahalan! Mahal kita!

How sweet my favorite song for always!  Ohhhhh ohhhhhh ohhhhhh ohhhhhhh Oh, her eyes, her eyes Make the stars look like they're not shinin' Her hair, her hair Falls perfectly without her trying She's so beautiful And I tell her everyday Yeah I know, I know When I compliment her she won't believe me And it's so, it's so Sad to think that she don't see what I see But every time she asks me, "Do I look okay?" I say, When I see your face (face, face...) There's not a thing that I would change 'Cause you're amazing (amazing) Just the way you are (are) And when you smile (smile, smile...) The whole world stops and stares for a while 'Cause, girl, you're amazing (amazing) Just the way you are (are). Yeah Her lips, her lips I could kiss them all day if she'd let me Her laugh, her laugh She hates but I think it's so sexy She's so beautiful And I tell her everyday, Oh you know, you know, you know I'd never ask you to chang...

Aww my happy pill called just to say hi and how am i! Awww im so touch though we dont have such time for each other!  Sana it wont change!

Such a wonderful feeling to know both of you have the same feelings! A smile in my heart A big yes for a start Waiting game is still on Patience is the shield with control. A love to last A lifetime to wait Ill be loving you till my life turn to light Thank you for the happiness you introduce A lifetime memories to share I love you more than words can say,!  

After all by peter cetera Well, here we are again I guess it must be fate We've tried it on our own But deep inside we've known We'd be back to set things straight I still remember when your kiss was so brand new Every memory repeats Every step I take retreats Every journey always brings me back to you After all the stops and starts We keep comin' back to these two hearts Two angels who've been rescued from the fall After all that we've been through It all comes down to me and you I guess it's meant to be, forever you and me, after all When love is truly right (This time it's truly right) It lives from year to year It changes as it goes Oh, and on the way it grows But it never disappears After all the stops and starts We keep comin' back to these two hearts Two angels who've been rescued from the fall After all that we've been through It all comes down to me and you I guess it's meant to be, forever you and me, after all Always just beyon...

Let the games begin this game is designed to make someone fall for you if you fell in love you lose. Lips so sweet, words all for keep Caring and sharing all words seems so real! If you believe you lose in this game of fuckers! Eyes that talk. Eyes who looked like sincere. Either your heart is touch nor it bleds you apart! Dont take it for real!!!  

My heart is broken today Part two of what he did years way back.. Is it love on the wrong time? Or is it all wrong from the start? im  sweet sixteen when we meet Holding on to what we share Treasuring love all along the way! Then i turn seventeen my love its been a long way I treasure this relationship as we sail Thought not everyday i found myself keep coming back because In yours arms i felt warm and love I think he is the one  on my debut he came as my last dance  But what happened to us on that day  I found out youre having your own way Days months have pass  No one can tell where is my love I did not expect anything from then on And i try to forget and to move on...

Will share my fb notes before i will delete it there!

Letting go means to come to the realization that some people are a part of your history, but not a part of your destiny.-Steve Maraboli I was wrong when i hurt you But did you have to hurt me too Did you think revenge will make it better? I don't care about the past I just want our love to last There's a way to bring us back together  Chorus:  I must forgive you You must forgive me too If we wanna try to put things back The way they used to be 'cause there's no sense in going over and over The same things as before So let's not bring the past up anymore   Out of all the good we had You only keep track of the bad Though you knew i never really loved her Didn't anyone tell you yet That to forgive is to forget How can you be mad if you don't remember "theres no putting up us back together. The past wil remain in the past no matter how hard it is for us... You had your chance and you wasted it"... Moving forward will do us both better" Its better...

To the woman who raise such a fine man peter gene bruno mars hernandez happy birthay in heaven Bernadette guide him always! I know how much he misses his mother coz i miss mine too!  I think both of them would be good friends in heaven!  See you when we get there! 

Gaano ba ka importante yun closure na yan? Na ung taong bigla kang iniwan nung sobrang mahal mo na sya ay makikita mo after 19-20 years.... Nagkita kami at bumalik ang lahat. Gusto ko lng namn malaman kung kaiwan iwan ba ko.  Kung may mali ba sa akin kaya ako iniwan? Okay na sana eh kaso nung nagkita kayo para kayong nanibago... Parang hindi dumaan ung madaming taon na yun... Parang mahal mo pa o Mahal mo pa din.. Kinikilig k pa rin... Pero huli n ang lahat... Taken ka na at may responsibilidad. Di mo man gustong balikan ang lahat pero babalik at babalik lalo na at puro masasayang alaala ang pinagsamahan nio. Ang natatandaan mo. Buhay pa rin ung patunay na minahal mo sya. Inalagaan mo yung mga bigay nya.  Parte pa rin sya ng buhay mo pero sa past na. May panghihinayang? Siguro namn wala kasi masaya ka naman sa present mo. Masaya nga ba? O may nangungulit din jan sa puso mo na balikan ang nakaraan o bigyan man lang ng paliwanag yung inaasam mong closure?!?!!  

Im kinda sad it looks like full month of august is holiday for businesses like us! Its not good po! Savings are becoming thinner and thinner... Also there are storms coming almost every week huh! Such a tough month for us! Good luck and god bless Philippines!

Hi guys thanks for reading my blog.  I finally had the budget for my eyeliner repair!  So much arte women! That includes me! Lol As of this writing, the tats dont hurt anymore! My 18year old lines were now enhanced! It looks natural on me Well heres the before and after lines though!

Yay lashlift namm naun! Sabi nila sino ba pinagpapagandahan mo? Di ba pwedeng for self confidence and being presentable lng kaya ganto?!?!! 3mos lng mag last ung lashlift but mukhang ma eenjoy ko sya!! Next friday tattoo eyeliner! Cia

My eyelines are both fake lol its 18year old now and had to retouch this... Ill post the retouch next week friday my appointment day but not today huh! Ill be seeing ms grace to check on my microblading afterwards Ill be with my friend rafaela with her microblading result! Ciao

How come some people are still in love with the past? How come it still hurt when you see them happy with their behalf? At the end of the day you realize... If youre meant for each other you would never have another... A shared kiss Holding hands A lot of time together  No word sharing just hearts whispering your care for each other! No promises... Then you leave... No closure... And the other one respect your decision!  Years pass by and still you need to hear... How come it never been us? 

When this get really on and trending in the internet my sister and i wanted to experience this... But whola very very expensive for 16k per pair of brow.. Aftet few months my trendy sissy found a 4k on sale microblading and this is the result 

Paano ba maging masaya? paano nga ba parang nakalimutan ko na.. Pinili ko sya sa pagkabagot sa buhay tapos ito ngayon nagsisisi na. Sabi ni nanay panindigan ko ang desisyon ko. Magtiis ako kasi ang babae daw ay ginawa ng Dios na matiisin. Mapagpasensya. Maunawain.  Paano kung napuno na? Paano kung wasak na? Paano kung ubos na ang pagmamahal na inalay mo dahil sa mga maliliit na pag aaway malilit na tampo na naipon... Paano na? Masaya namn akong naglilingkod sa aking pamilya pero minsan sana pahalagahan din ako.  Wala kong maramdamang pagpapahalaga. Paano ba yun? Maliiy lng nmn ang hiling ko pero nababalewala. Tanong ng isang tao kamusta ka? Masaya ka ba? Napamura ako. Ang sagot ko ok naman ako. Uulitin ko ang tanong ko masaya ka ba? Masaya ba ko? Masaya pa ba ako? Ang hirap ng tanong para sa akin. Kuntento ako sa buhay ko pero di na ako masaya sa piling mo. Wala na kong nararamdaman kundi pagiging responsable nlng at may pananagutan ako kc kasal ako. Ang sakit ng pambabalewala...

  May sikreto akong sasabihin sa 'yo Mayroong nangyaring hindi mo alam Ito'y isang lihim itinagong kay tagal Muntik na kitang minahal 'Di ko noon nakayang ipadama sa 'yo Ang nararamdaman ng pusong ito At hanggang ngayon ay naaalala pa Muntik na kitang minahal REFRAIN: Ngayon ay aaminin ko na Na sana nga ay tayong dalawa Bawat tanong mo'y iniwasan ko Akala ang pag-ibig mo'y 'di totoo 'Di ko alam kung ano ang nangyari Damdamin ko sa 'yo'y hindi ko masabi Hanggang ang puso mo'y mapagod Sa paghihintay kay tagal Saka ko lang naisip muntik Na kitang minahal?

I didnt know ill c u here I dont even have a clue Its been long gone but theres a glitche Looking at u brings it back  In one piece. Id like to say hi  But its quite akward Like high school life When we first sight. Loving u then has been so good But now its long overdue. Hush now dont hesistate Friendship is open for us to share Id also like to know why, We parted ways, then wear a smile for us to share Though its gone memories remain remember that Theres always a piece of my heart with your name.

Its my birth month Ill be a year older again. Ill be sharing things again after along long time... God bless us all thanks for reading! 😍