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MAMA - LEA SALONGA

Mama, I miss the days when you were here beside me Mama, those happy days when you were here to guide me Safe in the flow of your love Sent from the heavens above No one can ever replace The warmth of your tender embrace Oh, mama Until the days that we`re together once more I live in this memory Until the days that we`re together once more Safe in the flow of your love Sent from the heavens above No one can ever replace The warmth of your tender embrace Oh, mama Until the days that we`re together once more I live in this memory Until the days that we`re together once more the lyrics flows right in through my veins.... im still missing you mama. I MISS THE DAYS WHEN YOU ARE HERE BESIDE ME THE DAYS WHEN YOU ARE HERE TO GUIDE ME....

LIFE MUST GO ON....

ill never stop counting the days that mama parted away... omg how can we live without her? how can we survive? ha mama we need you why you must go away this soon? why so sudden why so soon? i cannot question God's action but i can only wonder those ifs we do before this.. God help us conquer the loneliness sadness and grieving help us to ease this pain MAMA SAID AFTER DEATH OF A RELATIVE EVER SINCE "LIFE MUST GO ON ANAK" DI KO AKALAIN MA KAILANGAN KO ITONG SABIHIN AFTER MO KAMING IWAN I MISS YOU MAMA

THE INTERNS TRUTH OR FASHION BY CHLOE WALSH - BOOK REVIEW BY ME

100% ORIGINAL REVIEWED BY ME... THE INTERNS TRUTH OR FASHION BY CHLOE WALSH INTRODUCTION INTERN TRUTH OR FASHION is the second book of Chloe Walsh.  It is a story about Four girls who had their internship in a Fashion Magazine which is cuture and the people in cuture will find out about their little secrets and their talents at the same time. This will open the eyes of teen-agers now-a-days who  wanted to be independent and be known to the world.  Its all about truth not just to others but to yourselves as well, it tells about friendship, honesty and loyalty, relationships and Fashion.  . THE INTERNS TRUTH OR FASHION Characters Nadine – an intern with a potential being a photography Callie – an intern who was accused stealing silkscreen and designing a bag out of them. Ava – an intern and a spy who fake her educational record to get her internship at cuture to continue her spying. Ansley – the most fashionable intern in cuture, who is ...

HOW TO SURVIVE MIDDLE SCHOOL - BOOK REVIEW BY ME

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Photo credit to : https://www.google.com.ph/search?q=how+to+survive+middle+school+book&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ei=Z9AyU__PNdCBogSu3IDYAg&ved=0CAYQ_AUoAQ&biw=1280&bih=880#facrc=_&imgdii=_&imgrc=zo-3CAjJo4DTzM%253A%3BuJAi4usADYh9-M%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252F3.bp.blogspot.com%252F-bybgE_0DwR4%252FTlUJPmnnW8I%252FAAAAAAAACZ8%252FW06NRSuuOpI%252Fs1600%252FHow%2520to%2520Survive%2520Middle%2520School.jpg%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Famsobookblog.blogspot.com%252F2011%252F08%252Fhow-to-survive-middle-school.html%3B420%3B600 TITLE: HOW TO SURVIVE MIDDLE SCHOOL AUTHOR : Donna Gephart SETTINGS: PENNYSLVANIA CHARACTERS David Todd Greenburg – an ordinary 12 year old kid who wanted to be a tv show host someday Elliot  - best friend of David Lindsey – older sister of David Sophie – New found Best friend of David Tommy – the school bully who watch Dora the explorer         David’s Dad – a writer of th...

THOUGHTS ABOUT THE COMING HOLY WEEK

Good Day! good news i aint crying... and i wanna talk about the coming holy weeK!  our aunt prepared a beach getaway for everyone.  i am so excited.  this will be the first time in many years i think about a decade or so that we will spend vacation with them, this time minus my two cousins who were abroad hope they are coming with us too but because of work contracts they cant. and of course minus mama. i knew we will still enjoy that day, my daughter is looking forward for the beach get away. this will be jella and jenna's first time on a beach and jaz's second time after a decade lol. i miss those moments we shared when we are still young and carefree and we enjoy each others company. i hope that time will come that we (our cousins and other relatives) can have a reunion even without mama. ciao will spill news after work.. God bless people.

ITS RAINING

i remember how mama use to hate rains if she needs to fill up something for our expenses... and how she always said that when it rain it pours.. well hitting it direct to the point of the rain means blessings and thus God has always been so good to her.  whenever she had problems there are always solutions.... when she needs something to fill in there are always work to be done to fill it... people come to fill it by giving us more work. well readers i know you are so bored about my stories on my mama... but i cant help it... IM SORRY promise i will write more everyday forgive me for re-telling stories about mama i just super miss her. i also confess that i dont wanna step inside the house again... our house... its not a sad house or an empty house... but theres the feeling of a missing part... promise i will write in different tune when this feelings are lost... if they ever loose. Gods graces be with you all.

THE NEW TV

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we got a new led tv whoah earned it from our hard work THANKS PAPA  THANKS JOHN THANKS VIN THANKS JEL THANKS JAZ THANKS JELLA THANKS JENNA THANKS ROMAR AND  SUPER THANK YOU MAMA AND OF COURSE OUR GOD ALMIGHTY THE CREATOR OF ALL!! we did this... we will continue.. we shall conquer (ehem ano daw?) ah eh we shall survive. i wish mama is here to see the changes... i wish she is here joining us for the celebration... a wish is just a wish. we will see you again ma when we get there. thank you for everything and still. we are missing you so much.

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STILL SEARCHING FOR THE MISSING PART

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i just want to share this pictures where i captured it in video. it looks like mama is still alive and she is breathing looking straight  at me... copy and paste it in to another page. https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=853359321356428&set=vb.100000471051429&type=2&theater i just had these loneliness and blues every now and then... sorry ma i cant help it. i know i should get over but how? this life had given me so much pain by loosing you ma... i cant forget a single moment, im always missing you everything we have reminds me of you. how can i control emotions? where i always have this pain. how can i forget how can i move on. a dream will be the best bridge ma... see me i want to hear you i wanna hug you i wanna tell you things. missing you much.

ITS NOT EVERYDAY

its not everyday we received good blessings... and thus we shall give thanks for it. thank you god for everything you give us small and big blessings we thank you for it. thank you for keeping us safe. thank you for the good food, home and everything else. we are 1M% thankful for everything our Father in heaven and Jesus your son. THANK YOU!

POSITIVE VIBES AFTER

i hope positivity will knock to our door... jel got this dream again mama said everything has answers... and its true... dati pa kahit nuong wala pa syang sakit laging may kasagutan ang mga problemang kakaharapin o hinaharap namin... sabi nga ni mama mabait ang dios alam nya yung mga kailangan nya. oo mabait talga ang dios i know kasi lahat naman ibinigay nya sa amin masyado kaming maswerte kaya ng magkasakit si mama hindi nya ito pinahirapan. alam ng dios na kaya namin kahit kunin nya si mama... si mama ang nagsilbing gabay namin mula nuon pa man.. ako naman ako yung taong laging may panaginip... pero simula ng naratay at hanggang mamatay si mama wala akong panaginip iisa lng last month hindi ko pa alam kung bakit ko napanaginipan yung 2 mag-asawang hindi ko naman close na hindi ko naman kamag anak... haiz pero bakit sila lahat nanaginip na at nakita nila si mama duon??? ma why not me? alam mo ba na kaya ko ng walang gabay mo? alam mo bang mag break down ako kapag naki...

THE WORD FAMILY

my first family is my papa rolly my mama trining my little sister jel and little brother john.. i do also had my lola heneg tatay nano and nanay toneng.... we had experience all the ups and down of every family.. problems came and we surpass it... we had laughter happiness and togetherness... until i had my own family at age 19... i had marvin first then after a year jaz.... years pass and i do have a bigger family with marvins family nanay tatay ate judy bea and lance and my own family... then again my sister had her own on 2010... she first had romar then after a year jella... then jenna came... we had now a much bigger family with romars sisters and brother his papa and mama too.. i think what mama had taught us throughout the years she is with us is to love one another... always be happy for the achievements of each other... help one another do not put an end to the family relationship.... well i also had cousins and aunts on both sides (papa and mama) i still an...

HARD

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may gantong pang status kapag view mo ang fb nya how can she know that she wont be there sa college graduation ng mga apo nya? :( you are and will be sexy lola forever ma. still missing you....

MAY MA-POST LANG

ayun nalulungkot na naman ako... kasi ano e may kulang na pero wala na kaming magagawa para ibalik si mama... we have to make it through thick or thin. kaya namin ito... i will do my very best to support this family ma i swear ill work everything for everybodys sake. ill give my all for this family ma... i will not let you down. i promise i swear may God help me.. guide me and give his blessings. still missing you mama.

40 days of emptiness

hi ma ako ulit... ang hirap umuwi ng bahay ngayon ma kasi kulang na... malungkot na... pero syempre kailangan naming mabuhay pa magagalit ka alam ko kapag hindi kami nag move on. dont worry ma gagampanan ko lahat ng tungkulin ko para sa pamilya at di na ko ata makakapag abroad kasi parang magiging ako na ikaw.  pero sana magbago yung takbo ng buhay namin ng wala ka kasi iba e lahat ng meron kami ay nagpaapaalala sayo. sa kwentuhan lagi kng nababanggit may kurot kapag may nagtatanong kung nasaan ka anong nangyari ang hirap sagutin pero sinasagot ko naman sila para masatisfied yung kanilang curiosity pinipigilan kong umiyak ganun pero minsan may panahon na masakit na masakit na yung puso ko at dapat ko ng iiyak. 40 days ka ng wala pero hindi ko pa din matanggap e namin hindi pa rin namin matanggap kung bakit ganito ka kaaga nawala sa amin hiniling ko nuon pa pasko bagong taon kay Jesus sa ating Ama na Maylikha ng lahat pero hindi naman ako nadinig alam ko may purpose ma ang pur...

ME AND MAMA

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March 3, 2014 papa jaz and we went to see mama and to fix some papers.... I MISS YOU SO MAMA I LOVE YOU 

IM STILL HERE IM ALIVE BUT IM NOT WELL

I am sorry mama i still miss you... i love you you know that even though there are times we almost hate each other because of certain circumstances.. well thats life... but i never intend wish or dream of the day you left us permanently... mama mahal na mahal kita miss na miss na kita gusto kitang makasama hinihintay ko pa rin yung pagdating mo dito sa pwesto yung pagkausap mo sa akin pag command pag dictate... at pagpapaikot sa buhay nating lahat... ikaw yun e ikaw yung lakas namin tapos ganito wala ka na... eto malapit ka ng mag 40 days pero buhay pa din kaming lahat trying to survive even though we are hurting inside. the kids they are good ma, i think hindi pa nila alam yung nawala sa amin... ikaw yun.  wala pa silang puwang talga sa mundo mga bata pa sila talga kahit si jaz na kasing laki ko na halos naka get over na ata... ako kami nila papa jel john ewan ko kung kelan makaka get over... natulungan mo ako ma na mawala yung sakit yung lagi kong pagiyak nabawasan na nakay...