WELCOME 2014

its been 11 days of new year and yet i am not that comfortable... ma is getting weaker and weaker.. though the operation is move to march we wonder if she can make it with what she is now.  her health is no good... with cough and getting thinner and thinner everyday... i think the main reason of her lack of appetite is stress.  i always told her that make it a come what may and we shall stick to what we have today and save for the future.

i guess ma is too tired to work for all... she's been working ever since she knew even before the family came.  she is one great lady, mom, sister, aunt, friend... and yet to the darkest part of her life they deserted her... well not all though.

they said when you do good to others it will be back unto you.. but to what i have observe now its not so true.  because mama all her  life she help her siblings, cousins, friends and any other relative of people but now or even before when mama is down no one is there to help her but us.

i wonder where are her friends now? where are her siblings? where are her nieces, nephews, cousins, acquaintances, colleagues? NONE NOTHING ZERO

they abandoned mama. and all she had was us, papa, bro, sis, me, my hubby, my sis' hubby, my sis' daughters, my daughter.

we are the only ones left in this trial that she is undergoing... those friends, relatives and people she helped before where nowhere to be seen, they have been there in times of joy, laughter, drinking session, eating out and happy hours but now where are they?

I KNOW GOD IS ALWAYS THERE FOR HER... FOR US... WE HAVE HIM ALL THESE TIMES BEFORE THIS TRIAL AND HARDSHIP AND I KNOW HE WILL ALWAYS BE WITH US...

MA PLEASE PLEASE BE STRONG, HOLD ON PLEASE WE NEED YOU WE LOVE YOU I CANT STAND TO SEE YOU LIKE THAT...

i must be strong not just for me but for the whole extended family... those people you helped cannot help us now all we have is each other.. so please put all away those heartaches they brought you.. those headaches they gave you... RELAX.. BE CALM...FEEL HEALED FEEL BLESS...

in the name of JESUS SON OF OUR GOD... I KNOW HE OUR CREATOR WOULD NOT TURN US DOWN SO PLEASE BE STRONG.

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