Dreams......

in the past we often fight for my dreams, her dreams.... but now how i long to hear her see her hug her kiss her argue with her... eat, talk, sit walk.. ma its been three days but still i cant accept it.  why so sudden.. the house would not be the same, the shop would not be that lively again without you... i havent got a chance to show you what i can do to empty those disappointment you had for me... ma wherever you are i want you to know that i love you and i am asking for forgiveness for all the wrong i have done, the things i did to make you cry, to make you sad, disappointed and suffer.

i have enjoyed the day i am with you your memories will remain with us your love will continue.. i promise you i will be strong i will provide for the family i will be a better person even if i cannot be like you because you are the best...

ma i miss you so much your voice your lectures your face, your care for us, everything... ma help me help us get over this grief... help us get over this...

how can i forget where everything i had, we had reminds us of you..
how can i not cry when i remember you..
how can i not dwell when i want to hear your voice...
please talk to me even in my dreams... hug me the way you hug me before... lecture me the way you say it before...

ma i cant forget the pain... whenever im alone i cry... everything we had reminds me of you
everything i do had something to do with you...

why this pain
this heartache
it breaks us apart ma bless us so we can get through....

i miss you so much