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Forgiven...

i have forgiven him... i shall not worry at all... but what am i thinking right now??? im worrying at all! i hope he will not be like that again!!! i hope everything has change!! i will hope for the better!! i shall not worry!!! i have forgiven and i can forget!

Jealousy....

My idol well new idol perhaps status live at facebook.... Hahaha agad agad nag view aq which i didnt notice na sobrang dami ng viewers aba c hubby nakikinig pala. Sino yan? Sabi q ung magaling kumanta ung maganda ang boses bagong idol q. Nag comment aq ng pa shoutout which he did Hi to dyeng salazar Aba nakikinig pala c hubby oh dyeng salazar talaga ha. Selos nakikiview din sa live...  Hahaha Kakakilig marunong pala sya magselos fb lng yun hindi pa face to face!!! Salute #adriandejesus galing mo idol napahanga mo aq!!

Good News or Bad News????

after a decade or so this person have contacted me.... hi do you still remember me?? i would like to answer this: of course i do, who would forget a person who left her family for another man?? how could we forget how you abandoned your family and create another one... but instead i answered: yes of course. this woman i feel her, she had insecurities like any other wife, but hell yeah why abandoned your child? instead she answered i have money now, i have work i can fulfill my duties as a mother... say  whaaaat? i don't know i still pity her from the words i heard she is still the little insecure, bitter girl ive met before!! i hope she will be true to what she said even for financial support to her child...

DEATH

for me DEATH IS INEVITABLE!!! this is True, we dont expect death.  anytime we could loose someone, or someone might loose us. but death is expected.  there is no permanent thing in this world.  thus we have to live our life to the fullest.  i, however choose to work and work for the whole family, but i still manage to find time for my family.  but every june-july i think i will be better alone!! i still pity those who leave the world earlier than expected.  i wish they had enough time to express what they want to their love ones. PS missing someone in heaven its already two years 5months and one day!!

SECRET LOVE!!! ----SONG

When you hold me in the street And you kiss me on the dance floor I wish that it could be like that Why can't it be like that? 'Cause I'm yours We keep behind closed doors Every time I see you, I die a little more Stolen moments that we steal as the curtain falls It'll never be enough It's obvious you're meant for me Every piece of you, it just fits perfectly Every second, every thought, I'm in so deep But I'll never show it on my face But we know this. We got a love that is homeless Why can't you hold me in the street? Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor? I wish that it could be like that Why can't we be like that? 'Cause I'm yours [Jason Derulo:] When you're with him, do you call his name Like you do when you're with me? Does it feel the same? Would you leave if I was ready to settle down Or would you play it safe and stay? Girl, you know this. We got a lov...

3:00 am

I got up at this time of the night and i end up crying.... I hope i will still be a proud mom even if im not around. Im missing my mama.. Hope she is proud watching in heaven..  Applying all the things she taught me.

Body Clock!!

Good Morning readers!!!! its 6:18 in the morning here in the Philippines and i am already ready for work!!! my body clock ticks at 4:30 whether i slept early or late!! i had this dream again its like a bad news to me.. are you thinking of me??? hmmmm i dont know if your reading this or whatever but i guess you knew this email of mine that is connected in this blog!!! can you please stop visiting my dreams!!! arrrgghhh lets do it this way... i will not be in your dreams and you will not be on my dreams!!! ahahaha as if we knew what can happen in our dreams!! i hate this!!!