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hi mom how are you? just celebrated marvin 33rd year (8th Apr) and jella's 4th year  (11th Apr) birthday.. i super thank you for the lectures you have given me on how we can live everyday.  i think we are all lying to ourselves even now coz i aint over with your death.. but somehow i manage to keep smiling and working. ma.. i hope we can get those problems over and done on or before. dont worry mama i will not be stressful i will not be conquered by depression i will surpass every trial i will be like you a brave woman, an outstanding citizen, a mother to all and a business person.  but somehow i will not adapt your faults faults that have given you the heart problem.  i will try to laugh on problems sleep on it and think of things in the day and drink stresstabs. sorry ma i will not be like you to help almost everyone who have broken your heart until the end. im sorry ma for not being there on the day you left your earth body, im sorry ive been working too hard...

Saying I love you  Is not the words I want to hear from you  It's not that I want you  Not to say, but if you only knew  How easy it would be to show me how you feel  More than words is all you have to do to make it real  Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me  'Cause I'd already know  What would you do if my heart was torn in two  More than words to show you feel  That your love for me is real  What would you say if I took those words away  Then you couldn't make things new  Just by saying I love you  More than words  Now that I've tried to talk to you and make you understand  All you have to do is close your eyes  And just reach out your hands and touch me  Hold me close don't ever let me go  More than words is all I ever needed you to show  Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me  'Cause I'd already know  Wh...

it was like a dream.. when i opened my candy crush it said GIVE TRINIDAD EXTRA LIFE whoah can i?? can i?? i hope its true but i know its not... and after not clicking the ok part to give extra life i just exited and re opened my candy  crush and its gone... mama dont play candy crush she just uses her facebook for sharing pictures chatting with friends gossiping and peeking on her friends and relatives on what are the latest news about them.. candy crush is playing on me.

i knew it i aint over yet... but of course i have to act i am over and i am not too affected but the truth is i am. hmmmm im still missing mama how she talk, walk, scold, laugh, giggle, make jokes and everything... maybe i would do what mitch albom's character in his novel to see mama again.... but i am afraid of God, i respect God i Love God i cant blame God. FOR ONE MORE DAY MA... ONCE MORE