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BABAE

babae, ano nga ba ang kahulugan nito?  sabi si wikidictionary ay tumutukoy sa kasariang babae o kabaligtaran ng lalaki. ano daw? kabaligtaran ng lalaki? ka-ba-lig-taran? o kabaligtaran? OO tama sila ka-ba-lig-taran kasi yung babae daw sila yung mahina, naka depende sa kapares na lalaki, sila yung iyakin, malalambot ang puso, at sobra kung magmahal.!! OO tama nga sila isang nakapa LAKING KABALIGTARAN ng isang LALAKI!! Sapagkat ang mga babae lalo na kung asawa na ay  maunawain,  mapagmahal, maalagain, mapagpasensya, maalalahanin, mapagkumbaba, mapag-pasensya, at lahat na ata ng MA!!  kaya tinatawag sila ng kanilang anak o kapares na MAMA!! Babae, sila yung matiising kapares, at mabilis silang magpatawad kahit umulit pa yung kapares nila ng kasalanan! Babae, sila yung mga nagiging ina o kahit hindi naging ina ay nagiging isang isa sa kanyang anak, pamangkin, apo, kahit pa sa pinsan kaibigan at iba pang kamag anak. sana pahalagahan natin...

Emosyon

Mahirap magdesisyon ng isang bagay.  Lalo na siguro kung tungkol yun sa isang relasyon.  Mahirap din hawakan yung emosyon.  Lalong lalo na kung mahal mo yung taong napagdeisyunan mo ng bitawan. Hindi naman sapat yung numero ng taon.  Pero mas sapat na yung mga binigay na masasakit na emosyon.  Mahirap masakit pero dapat tanggapin. Maraming manghihinayang pero Mas maraming makiki tsismis lang.  kahit anong kapit mo,  intindi o Unawa pa umaapaw pa rin yung sakit. Siguro nga panahon na.  Sapat na.  Tama na.  

THANK YOU ALMIGHTY GOD

Shit happens everyday!! but i know God is always with me!! through thick or thin to rain storm or sunshine!! God I know you loved me very much giving me these problems trials that i have been into i know you are a loving God and you wanted your children to be strong and to learn how to call unto you!! everyday every night i am calling you Almighty God with Jesus your son and with the guidance of the Holy Spirit! i may not have a religion right now but i am a believer i believe in Jesus the only son of God who have created the heaven and earth, Jesus who lived and died in the cross to take away all the sins in the world.  I believe in you Father Almighty that you will bear with us, you will give us strength to conquer all the trials and hardship, i know that you are a loving God a forgiving God... I believe we will surpass this trials together as family! Thank you God For everything!!

Kabataan

Check out this blog "Childhood in my view" http://akolangnamansijen.blogspot.com/

Childhood in my view

Nakaka miss maging bata talaga sana katulad namin ma enjoy ng mga kabataan naun gang 12yrs old ung black 123, Chinese garter, pogs, dampa, ciato, patintero, hulahoop, luksong baka/lubid, Dr quack, taguan etc... Dto po na-bi build up yung communication skills, leadership, friendship, self confidence to name a few. I hope Hindi magsisi yung mga kabataan ngaun na puro social media ang pinaguukulan ng pansin. Well just saying LNG po

Bakit ganun?

Bakit ganon? Nuon di ako kuntento sa buhay ko hanap ako ng hanap kung ano ba talaga ang makakapagpasaya sa akin...kung ano ba talaga ang halaga ko sa buhay na to. Andami Kong kaibigan. Pero madami din akong kaaway. Nagdasal ako na gawin akong taong kontento. Nangyari naman ito nawalan nga lang ako ng mga kaibigan pero Parang dumami ang kaaway ko. Yung Hindi pormal na kaaway yung kaaway kasi naiingit sa akin. Ngayon nahanap ko na young halaga ko sa buhay natuto na din akong makuntento kung ano ang meron ako pero parang may Mali pa din?? Pero Hindi naman ako.??? Masama bang sumaya? Masama bang makuntento? May ilang hiling ako na di matupad tupad sana ibigay ito hanggang di pa ko nagsasawa sa pag aantay. Sana yung mga taong inaalayan ko ay matuto ring magpasalamat at magbigay. Sana ma appreciate nila young effort ko at suklian ng tama. Sana. Sana. Sana napakaraming sana.  I lift everything to God our Father the Creator. Bigyan nio po ako ng pusong matibay. Bigyan nio po ako ng ta...

Nakakabahala ang mga Studyante sa panahon ngayon!!

Gusto ko lang naman na maging okay sila pagdating ng panahon!!  nakaka-alarma talaga ang mga kaugalian ng mga kabataan sa ngayon!! Asan na ang common sense? iniwan na ata sa bahay nila  - pak ganeern yan nlng ata maririnig mo sa kanila ngayon...  pero kung utusan mo  "Magpuno ka ng tubig!" "pati po ba yung container??" OM malamang di ba kaya ka nga pinagpupuno meaning lahat ng lagayan ng tubig!! "Nak ibili mo nga ako sa grocery ng pancit mga 14 pesos yun"  bumalik walang dala "Ma, di naman 14 e 14.50 di ko binili" asan ang hustisya??? "Mayron po ba kayong History of Asian Nation - Author Zaide ?" meron po - ibingay "ate mali ito nakasulat Author Zaide nakalagay dito Gregorio Zaide " pak na pak di ba??? nakakasakit ng ulo sa isang bookstore may nagtatanong: May Libro po ba kayo?? HALEEER BOOKSTORE PO ITO MALAMANG MERON!!! gusto kong tumambling sa mga pinagagawa ng mga kabataan ...

Forgiven...

i have forgiven him... i shall not worry at all... but what am i thinking right now??? im worrying at all! i hope he will not be like that again!!! i hope everything has change!! i will hope for the better!! i shall not worry!!! i have forgiven and i can forget!

Jealousy....

My idol well new idol perhaps status live at facebook.... Hahaha agad agad nag view aq which i didnt notice na sobrang dami ng viewers aba c hubby nakikinig pala. Sino yan? Sabi q ung magaling kumanta ung maganda ang boses bagong idol q. Nag comment aq ng pa shoutout which he did Hi to dyeng salazar Aba nakikinig pala c hubby oh dyeng salazar talaga ha. Selos nakikiview din sa live...  Hahaha Kakakilig marunong pala sya magselos fb lng yun hindi pa face to face!!! Salute #adriandejesus galing mo idol napahanga mo aq!!

Good News or Bad News????

after a decade or so this person have contacted me.... hi do you still remember me?? i would like to answer this: of course i do, who would forget a person who left her family for another man?? how could we forget how you abandoned your family and create another one... but instead i answered: yes of course. this woman i feel her, she had insecurities like any other wife, but hell yeah why abandoned your child? instead she answered i have money now, i have work i can fulfill my duties as a mother... say  whaaaat? i don't know i still pity her from the words i heard she is still the little insecure, bitter girl ive met before!! i hope she will be true to what she said even for financial support to her child...

DEATH

for me DEATH IS INEVITABLE!!! this is True, we dont expect death.  anytime we could loose someone, or someone might loose us. but death is expected.  there is no permanent thing in this world.  thus we have to live our life to the fullest.  i, however choose to work and work for the whole family, but i still manage to find time for my family.  but every june-july i think i will be better alone!! i still pity those who leave the world earlier than expected.  i wish they had enough time to express what they want to their love ones. PS missing someone in heaven its already two years 5months and one day!!

SECRET LOVE!!! ----SONG

When you hold me in the street And you kiss me on the dance floor I wish that it could be like that Why can't it be like that? 'Cause I'm yours We keep behind closed doors Every time I see you, I die a little more Stolen moments that we steal as the curtain falls It'll never be enough It's obvious you're meant for me Every piece of you, it just fits perfectly Every second, every thought, I'm in so deep But I'll never show it on my face But we know this. We got a love that is homeless Why can't you hold me in the street? Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor? I wish that it could be like that Why can't we be like that? 'Cause I'm yours [Jason Derulo:] When you're with him, do you call his name Like you do when you're with me? Does it feel the same? Would you leave if I was ready to settle down Or would you play it safe and stay? Girl, you know this. We got a lov...

3:00 am

I got up at this time of the night and i end up crying.... I hope i will still be a proud mom even if im not around. Im missing my mama.. Hope she is proud watching in heaven..  Applying all the things she taught me.

Body Clock!!

Good Morning readers!!!! its 6:18 in the morning here in the Philippines and i am already ready for work!!! my body clock ticks at 4:30 whether i slept early or late!! i had this dream again its like a bad news to me.. are you thinking of me??? hmmmm i dont know if your reading this or whatever but i guess you knew this email of mine that is connected in this blog!!! can you please stop visiting my dreams!!! arrrgghhh lets do it this way... i will not be in your dreams and you will not be on my dreams!!! ahahaha as if we knew what can happen in our dreams!! i hate this!!!

You... yes you with the 5 letter M name

alam mo naaawa ako sayo, ni wala kang kaibigan, wala kang makausap... kaya ka siguro nagkaka-ganyan kasi nga loner ka na masyado!! ah teka baka akala ng mga nagbabasa eh tahimik kang tao kaya ka loner... ehem palaaway po kasi sya... loner kasi backstabber sya... tapos sa sobrang pagka back stabber nya pati ba naman ang taong nananahimik at walang ginagwa sa kanya e saktan nya ng walang kaabog abog!! well, back to you Ms. M.  yes ikaw talaga you have no mercy to people who you have backstabbed. wala kang AWA talaga pati nananahimik!!! iba ka din no nauna ka pang magreklamo ikaw na nga ang nanguna sa taong nananahimik. you know i pity you!! naaawa talega ko sayo kasi walang nagmulat ng mata mo sa mga mali mong ginagwa. na walang taong nagtatama ng mga mali mo kaya ganyan ang pag iisip mo. IKAW IKAW YUNG MASAHOL PA SA HAYUP!!! WALA KANG MODE BASTOS KA!! yan ang mga natutunan mo sa pagsama sa mga walang isip na tao ay wala ka nga palang kaibigan yan ang utak ng mga lonber at ...

Welcome to the Family Bluehawk!!

Welcome to the Family Bluehawk!! 

Piece of Advise!!

Hi Readers, may kwento ako!!! Meron akong kakilala - o kaibigan na rin - na ewan ko ba kung bakit ayaw lubayan ng problema... sa totoo lang ang bawat tao sa mundo ay may problema... kanya kanya nga lang tayo ng problema at kung paano natin ito hina-handle!! tama ako dun di ba?? pero sa twi-twina, hindi ko alam kung sadya o ano pa man, e laging sinasabi sa akin... teka lang po wala namang problema talga sa akin kung magkwento ka makikinig ako... pwede din akong mag bigay ng advise na naaayon sa sitwasyon mo. pero teka lang po ulit... kahit ang aga-aga??? sabi nga ng nanay ko nuon "simulan mo ang umaga mo ng nakangiti" dapat lahat ng kasama mo sa bahay o sa tindahan marahil ay nakangiti sa umaga para maging maganda ang maghapon mo lalo na at may negosyo ka!!! pero ulit (pardon sa redundant word na pero, oopps!!!) namaaan!! paulit-ulit na yung problema mo teh!! wala ng bago diyan eh!! tamad na asawa maliit na kita walang tumutulong sayo kundi ikaw... hai nakow!! te ...

a newspaper article

i just read a story in a newspaper.... it was published few days ago... it was about two people who found each other after few years being apart... there were childhood sweethearts but they remain friends until later in their life they found their respective parts and partially forget about each other.. but the time comes that they have been together and had a heart to heart talk... they feel both stupid to lost what they havent started yet in the past... well now they knew they both kept their love for one another for a long time.. but they both control this feelings because they both have their own families... in the future they said if they are free from their partners... not just free but totally free even if they are old nor have gray hairs.. they promise each other to love one another... but from now on they will forget their feelings.. not just for respect, but for the reason that they now belong to another person and they have children, they are both married, thats the ...

Happy Birthday To Me!!

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its my birthday well last 25 to be exact and im so overwhelmed to my family's effort though its raining hard that night... super thanks to my family and to my daughter who was helped by her cousin to make a birthday gift of collage picture of me and my unica hija!! sharing a picture of me holding my daughter's gift with chocs in it and my sister's poker cake my favorite game!!! Thank You God Almighty for another year added and more coming please!! God Bless Us All!!

Birth month

Tatanda nanaman ako... At least masasabi kong may pinagka tandaan... Hehehe pasubali sa mga nagbabasa ito po ay tungkol lang sa akin. Nagpapasalamat ako sa Dios Ama na nagbigay ng aking buhay... Di man perpekto pero kuntento... Walang di magagawa kung magtutulungan at nagpapasalamat ako sampung myembro ng aking pamilya. Salamat sa health condition at pag alalay sa negosyo. Wish ko lang ay magtuloy tuloy para sa pag asenso. Salamat sa pagbabasa naway pagpalain tayong lahat ng Maykapal!

My Sister's Request

Hello andito nanamn po tayo!! aba ang only sister ko ay bumili ng cream... ewan ko lang if totoo ito... ibabad daw for 10-15 minutes tsaka banlawan. agad-agad ko itong sinubukan!! aba effective!! at pwede din sya kahit sa mga sensitive skin at sa mga buntis!! ipost ko later yung tatak nya!!! pagtapos kong ma prove yung 7 days challenge!! Super THanks my sister!! bongga yung mga dead skin natanggal!!

Malapit na!!!

Malapit ng iproklama ang bagong Presidente ng Pilipinas!! mejo malaking problema yung sa vice president... yes maraming nag post na tanggapin daw ang pagkatalo at maraming supporter si Leni Robredo at madami pa ang hindi nakakalimot sa Martial Law!! Ate Kuya!! sana po naintindihan nio yung nangyari nuon sa panahon ni President Ferdinand Marcos Sr.. naaawa ako sa mga hindi nakakaintindi ng mga pangyayari nuon... (may isip ka na ba nuon? naalala ko lang po nuong 1983 - 1986 ay maalwan ang pamumuhay namin.  aba naalala ko pa yung mga panahon na iyon ha!! ) kundi dahil sa Martial Law nuon hindi naging maunlad ang Pilipinas... at walang mga flyover, LRT, MRT, highways na siyang ginagamit mo ngayon!!! (nuon ang pamasahe namin sa jeep at 2.50 mula malabon hanggang divisoria po iyan, may 100php ka ay malaking bagay na makakakain ka na ng ilang araw dito at ang pinakamalaking baon sa eskuwela ay ako dalawang pisong papel....) halos lahat ng proyekto ng mga nagdaang gobyerno ay...

ITS OUR BIRTH MONTH!!

whew ambilis talga ng panahon Mayo na agad!!! 4 more days at birthday ng aking unica hija!! FOURTEEN na sya imagine that?!!?! dalaga na yung nag iisa kong anak!! sobrang bilis parang di ko masyado na enjoy yung pagiging baby nya eto na dalaga na!! wish ko lang na sana ay makapagtapos sya ng pag-aaral at maging isang mabuting mamamayang Pilipino!! sunod naman ay ako never mind the age nlng hahaha!! anyways wish ko lang sa sarili ko good health maging maunlad at maging isang mas mabuting mamamayang Pilipino na maka-Dios!! sunod naman birthday ni mama... kaso lang wala na sya dito sa mundo... dun na mag party sa heaven... and wish ko sana dalawin nya ko kahit man lang sa panaginip sa birthday ko ahahah ako pa rin ang may wish!! sana maging successful ang season namin ngayon at kahit paano ay maibsan ang mga problema sa buhay!! God i know you are guiding us... bless us to be more productive and be strong in our endeavors!! Love you anak!! Love you ma... Love you more God!!

Who is your President?

ah well as i browse my facebook account almost 60% of my friends would vote for Rodrigo Duterte!!! i dont have any rights to say anything about their beliefs, but the election on May 9, 2016 will tell the truth about the future President of the Republic of the Philippines. i believe so that Mirriam Defensor Santiago's time is now.  she would be perfect for the position and can run even two countries, but i am very disappointed that she had a lung cancer - which is said to be cleared - well my vote is still for the most intelligent senator, the one person i believe that can change the country for the better.  she is the one who can think of so many ways to improve the way of living of her countrymen. i cannot change their beliefs that RD will be the change that all have been waiting for.  i mean for 6 months he would eradicate the crimes? whew thats a big big question mark???!?!!!! well anything they had to say my vote is still for Mirriam Defensor Santiago!!! sa...

I will never get over....

i think i would never get over to what i have experience last last week.... i hate those shits... i hate him... i would never get over to what he just did!!! he ruined everything and i cant forgive him... i cant forget what i saw... i cant forget what i heard... this world had always give me problems... im So Sorry God i cannot forgive this animal... He will regret that day to forever... i will not tolerate his hobbies... i will not let this pass... i want him out of my life... completely... i will do all the things that would get him our of my life.... that is the last straw.... and there is no road to forever!

Hello World!!!

just came back from my favorite hospital Mary Chiles General Hospital.. uuggh those syringe hurts a lot promise... i got my cbc and urinalysis  and PT - PT's negative (well as expected) ive done that twice huh!! well my cbc isnt that bad... but the urinalysis told me that i have an infection... i Thank GOD its just UTI... no more softdrinks for me or even drinks with sugar... (until when awww) huh i did think about bad results i am so thankful that we can read these laboratory results hahahaha!! okay starting today no sugar, no rice, no cakes, no ice cream, no softdrnks.... can i have a cheat day???? pretty please???!!!!! Lol im so happy its not cancer at all!!!! CIAO

April Fool's Day

the days flier very fast... i didnt know that i am missing some of the time for my Life.!!! i want a Life!!! a different Life!! lol just kidding im good im contented but im sick right now!! prayers for me please... i hope this is not that fatal!!!

TRIBUTE for jlo

sometimes i dream of you even though i ant thinking about you!!! im just wondering do you dream of me too? lets reminisce... those days i think i am in love with you... just one kiss and the hugs, the companionship.... those days i think its really you.... you inspire me to study... i remember im looking at the window to check if your out for school and i intend to ride with you... weekends, we spend watching movies or play psp... those smiles... i still dream of it... the voice... i still hear it... well those were the days... i believe that... we could have been... i could have been... well you could have been... but i guess i didnt wait.... i wander around, meet people... seek adventure... find myself a home... without you. while you, you work hard for your dreams... you wander around, meet people... seek adventure... and you find yourself a home... without me. well i guess i did move on... when we are happy.... when i see you happy... Thank you!!! ...

Just saying (again?!!!)

hi readers, how are you today? hope you did good on your job or in school or from anyplace you had been to!! ah im so stressed out, i mean burnout today!! theres' a lot of things happening but i dont wanna burst it here... theres always a question in my mind every time these S*&$ comes our way i mean my way if you know what i mean.... WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN????? ahhhh nobody can answer unless we are not bitter on what we choose... sometimes i get the chill about being bitter from the decisions i made... though sometimes i mean most of the time i aint thinking of what could have been if i decide the opposite!!! just saying whats on my mind right now!! CIAO!! stay happy, safe and God Bless!!

HALALAN

ngayong 2016 ang halalan na hindi ata ako busy!! thank you naman sa mga enthusiast na tumulong sa mga kandidato para magkaron ng sarili nilang imprenta!! ayun dati kapag disyembre palang madami ng ginagawang pang halalan ngayon wala nga-nga!! meron man barya barya kasi sila na ang gumagawa ng kanilang mga election paraphernalia's!! PASAWAY NA HALALAN HINDI KO MARAMDAMAN!!

ANG HULING PANGARAL

madaming aral ang buhay, iba iba ito at sa huli kong pag-kaka-alam dapat ay marunong tayong umunawa ng sitwasyon upang tayo ay makibagay, at manatiling nakatapak sa lupa. sabi nila sa kasabihan "like mother like daughter" "like father like son".. may nakita nga pala akong example at nakaka inis mang aminin sana hindi nya ginagaya yung nanay nya, kaso parang lumalabas na ganun din sya. ang hirap ispelengin ng sinasabi ko ano, kasi hindi naging magandang halimbawa ang nanay na ito sa kanyang mga anak.  lalong lalo na sa pinaka matanda.  na-adopt nya ang ugali ng nanay nya sa pakikisama nya sa kanyang mga kamag-anak.  which is hindi maganda lalong lalo na sa mga kapatid nya. mahirap magsalita ng tapos, kaya hindi ko na tatapusin ang pag describe sa kanya. sana lang talga sa paglipas ng panahon at ang mga kapatid ay magtagumpay ay hindi sila magtanim ng sama ng loob sa kanilang kapatid na itinatangi ang tulong sa panahong kailangan nila ito. na inuuna pa ang saril...

First Dream in 2016

its was 4:59 in the morning when i woke up.. its was such a dream, its about someone in the past. they said when you dream on a person you dont think about they are thinking about you!!! do you think about me??? hahaha come on dream on!! its was like  16 years ago damn too well with memories.  i think the two of you - you and your wife  - were talking about me?? hmmmm Dude im sorry okay after all were still friends, it wont change a thing about what i did in the past... it was like power tripping and you did listen.  actually speaking of things must have been but it is now a MUST HAVE BEEN!!! a right words MEMORIES!! dude im not bitter you see both of us have good status in our lives now.. well you are in much BETTER Status!! you can cruise you can do vacation you can do whatever you want to do. i hope the dream will be just a dream!! Silly i wont forget you youll remain as a friend!! add request sent!!! okay for both of you - wifey and you cancel ...

PANGALAWANG TAON (2nd year)

Sorry angdami kong ginagawa sa ngayon pero nung nakaraan naman anjan kami di ba pasko bagong taon hirap lang i-celebrate yung pagkawala mo!! ganun ba yun kailangan i-celebrate yung pagkamatay? hindi naman kami masaya na nawala ka e sa birthday mo nlng ulit ma or kapag may oras dadaan kami ulit.. miss you pa rin!!

ROUGH

i cant help but crying im so depressed right now i dont know it came to me from time to time and i think those times are rough... And so this time. i dont know what came over me i am just depressed... i cant help but crying... im missing someone i wish she is with me right now saying what i cant say to others... i want to talk to her about these things... i can tell her but i wont get any reply... i miss you mama please help me get over this depression....

its 2016

hai i didnt know it will be this fast... first i thank God on everything he had blessed this family and me of course, He guide us in every little possible way. I Thank God we have a shelter to live into, so comfortable and safe... Thank God for the food we eat not just 3 times a day but more of the hours were hungry we have something in the pocket to buy and ref to cook... Thank God for the safety of the family... Thank God for the good health... Thank God for the income coming from our little shop... Thank God for the strength.. Thank God for the time we spent with each other... Thank God for the love we have for each other... Thank God for all the little things you give us... I am very grateful for every little things we have... I know that we are very lucky for all we have. Welcome 2016 kindly give us another year full of blessings.... i Trust you 2016 not to give me another . . ugh ugh you know hahaha