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whew!!! yes now we know we lost her... i believe now that i lost her... its been 212 days whew and its hard... i didnt picture this out when i was working with her and for her... and now... whew!! thank God i got people around me and we support each other... we have made it 212 days and still counting without mama.... she is now at peace and i believe i have let her go!! see you when i see you ma!! still missing you!

I GOT BUSY well i get myself busy.. even if i wont be i still managed to get busy.  ive forgot? no i did not its been 7 months and 2 days since she left me... i keep running the family, the business the expenses and everything so i did it with their help thank you God for every possible answers to all the problems.. i didnt forget... no i wont forget ever the hurt it did to me but since i get myself busy it moves away... the pain the heartache.. the sadness... everything that made me cry it all  went out well its about time we move on to live from the pain and to live from her absence.. but im still missing her without the cryings... Thank You Mama Thank You God for guiding me.. see you when i see you ma!