Ideas.pointofviews

when i was young i wanted to grow old fast.... i keep on mumbling myself ill be older soon and be old enough to do whatever i want.... well i was wrong. But really i enjoyed my childhood.  ive been an NPA for inform NPA means no permanent address one day im living in with my parents, the next day with my grandparents, then next with the aunts and couz... well i sure enjoyed bargaining with all of them for food and shelter, LOL. i got so many friends, from different places, different school, different families... i often wonder where are the others... well i hope their okay like me. but mind you, sometimes i ever wanted to get back again being a child, carefree, worry free something like that, what i didnt enjoy much is to be with my family. ah i never knew i could stay awake night after night thinking those times i have wasted.. wasted clubbing, partying, drinking, socializing etc just for myself... but now it gives me such good times to spend them with my family.. we can...

ah February 14 love is in the air... and i am so surprise when mom arrived she gave me a rose... its from my baby... my only child... my unica iha... my love... my treasure... my princess... im so touch it was unforgettable... even her dad forgets to give me something.. oh how i wish im near her everyday to send her my love and caress.... THANK YOU BABY FOR REMEMBERING MOMMY ON VALENTINES DAY.... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I MISS YOU... AND I WILL KEEP YOUR GIFT...

I AM SO  LUCKY!! i know i am because...... im ALIVE and of course.... i had a BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER i have a joker partner (hubz) i have 2 cute little baby niece i have 2 lovable ate and kuya i have a childish brother i have a mommy sister i have a kiddie dad i have a bizzie mom i have a regular work (family biz) i ate thrice a day i can eat anything i can buy (food) i can earn when i want to buy something  i can work and play (multitasking) well these are only some "SOME" of the luckiness i had that somebody doesn't Am I Lucky? indeed i am... and YOU... please be thankful of what you have.. there are some people out there do not even have one thing you have... and cannot afford a thing you can... BE GRATEFUL...  SPREAD THE LOVE...  SPREAD THE WORD.... I AM THANKFUL OUR FATHER IN HEAVEN FOR ALL THE GIFTS YOU GIVE US EVERYDAY... I AM THANKFUL THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN US ALL YOUR LOVE. AMEN.

what do you call people who were always there beside you... and that no matter how unlucky you have been still they are there and understands you... they are called family, even if there is no blood relation but still they consider your feelings and your status, they are your family.  i just wish there are more people like that in this world. but now, no matter how much i try to understand the people around me, to give everything i got for help, still they cant resist to give me headache and a heart ache. sometimes i just wish to disappear with my extended family and lived isolated through all these creeps actually i meant no offense on others who will read this... the people im telling in my blog are the ones we encounter everyday in the neighbor in the workplace and those who mingle with us who intentionally makes gossips and stories about our lives. hussh im so fact finding right? well i cant resist anymore about their grievances and their illogical thinking about us... ...

MY BABIES ARE HAVING A HARD TIME.... HARD TIME LEAVING THEIR TABLET... LOL  ah children nowadays, they are so much different from my time.. when im on their age im playing outside together with our neighbors, now they are just playing on their own with their gadgets, whew... and thus, they still fight because there another baby who has none... we will buy you one baby when you grow another year...

in memory of JHENG a mother, a wife, a child a friend, a sister, a cousin and most of all FILIPINO who dearly loves GOD MOST! I WANT MY EPITAPH TO BE JUST LIKE THIS... MY FAMILY WOULD WEAR PURPLE SHIRT WITH A PRINT REST IN PEACE JHENG MY DAUGHTER WOULD WEAR A SHIRT I LOVE YOU REST IN PEACE MOM

Life---- what really is life?  when i was a little kid i never thought about what life is... i was just playing and eating and buying things my eyes wanted... but now since i have become a grown up.. i knew i have wasted so many money on investing things that cant care for my future or my daughters. i knew life is not that easy, some of us work so hard to earn for a living.  like me... i wake up each morning to prepare myself for a whole day of computer works... editing, layouting, encoding etc... clients come and go... at the end of the day the money that i earned is almost gone. in the morning you buy breakfast, same for the afternoon, and for the snack... you even pay for your load, pay for a cigarette, for a candy, for my most favorite coffee... at night for dinner, a case of cigarette,  and for the coffee again... then the next day the same scene would be seen. ah life.... i cant continue without working. i cant buy my child's needs and wants if i wont work.....

Desparado?... hindi ako yun ah hahaha pero may mga bagay akong gusto na hindi ko makuha, yung iba materyal yung iba naman simple lang pero hindi mo pwdeng makuha agad agad... may mga bagay na kailangang isakripisyo para makuha mo ang gusto mo, may mga isang alang alang ka dapat bago mo kuhanin o makuha... at ilan sa mga bagay na gustong gusto kong makuha ay ang mga sumusunod: UNA gusto ko ng pahinga kapag lingo gawing family day, pagtitipon ng magkakapamilya... hindi pa masyadong pahinga yan kasi maari kayong pumasyal o kuman sa labas o di kayay mag mall PANGALAWA peace of mind... kasi may mga taong ayaw kang tantanan may sarili ka rin kayang problema sana alam nila yun na hindi lang sila ang may problema ako rin. PANGATLO gusto ko ng bagong tindahan... hindi namna magiiba ng lugar, gusto ko lng namn mangyari maging organisado ang lahat... yun bang hindi tambak tambak at kapag may naghanap madaling makita... maluwag na galawan ng trabaho at higit sa lahat eh maaliwalas... ngayo...